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I’m never gonna say it, but I’m gonna feel it
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I’ll just smile and turn away
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Because you don’t exist, you never did. And now that it’s over I can go back to stressing about social anxiety and the plagues of the gratitude my mouth needs to say.
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Somehow I’ll learn to turn it off, when the names run through my head. I think and I think until maybe I’ll sleep. But I’m a sinner, and I often forget that you’re a saint who never ever will forgive.
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And Now that I’m here with you, you want to leave